After going over all of your posts again, I can't help but point out that you spend ALOT of time mindreading his actions. You deny that you do, but you actually lay out whole scenarios as to how he might react if you do certain actions, etc. The bottomline is that you really can't predict with any certainty how he is going to behave or act. He may fall in love with his new bride and push you to the side. What is your primary purpose for being here? Do you want to save your M to him alone? Do you want to learn how to co-exist with his new W? What do YOU want out of the relationship and what are the steps you're taking to achieve that? Your list of goals and how to achieve them.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
