Been a while... Things were going well, piecing, he wanted to stay with me and our family. Now he's drunk, talking mean again, trying to make me feel like I'm the problem. I want to cry I am so angry!! He's turned on me, drinking again hanging with ow. I told him I can't take this anymore and tried to walk away and got yelled at for walking out on him.
Can't freaking win! So confused. I tried not to talk but I did try defend myself. I just got back for a three day quilt retreat and feel like it's all worsen he is so emotional and blames me.


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again