The sun will rise for a new day

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SH

I have seen 4 different theripists

I have one that is trying to explain me to come to terms with the end of my marriage I still see her

I have just started with a new one who seems to be much more focused in me as a person what happened to me as a child and when growing up they are talking with me about my insecurities and my low self esteem and trying to suggest ways that I can help myself to deal with my past

I am scared to be alone and the fear of starting again without my W is what keeps me stuck

I would love to be able to work out my differences with my W but I realise this is not something she wants to do and I accept this

I am not very good at relationships I have had just the one and the more I think about it the more I feel it was not even a good one

I do not know what I want

I want to be happy and feel loved and supported

I do not know what I want or need from here

My wife has left me behind she has grown and changed and I have to let her go ...she's not coming back my hope is gone I do not know if I am strong enough to pick my self up from this

I will post from time to time and when I find what I need I will ask for advice

Sandi Sh and everyone who has tried to help me over the time that I have been here I love you all

Thank you

Ghost