Hi Huddy, Mleigh, Esame and Bright - nice to hear from you all.
After a crazy few days, the weekend ended peacefully. That might have something to do with the fact that I was an hour away from h! S13 had a tournament on Sunday and I went alone with him. I pulled out of the driveway on two wheels! I did not realize how much of a break I needed.
While at the tournament I sent h a few pics of S13 and sent him a few updates on how he was doing. And h texted a few times asking how S13 was doing. I cracked one joke that old h would have pounced on and laughed about. But MLC h is a lively as a potato. I don't think he even got the joke. Oh well, MLCers have zero sense of humor.
I had a great day.
When I returned home, I came in cheerfully and asked how everyone's day was. H was at the table with S11. As soon as h answered he dashed off to the dorm room not to be seen again the whole night. Loud music soon followed. (And this morning it was blaring at 8AM. He's a real cool teenager!!!)
The distance was so good for me. In fact, I decided one day very soon I will take a road trip during the day, by myself, to recharge my battery.
While away, as nutty as my life has become, in hindsight I am glad when certain crossroads came up, that I made the decisions I made. I am so thankful that I did not agree to anything that dishonors me.
In a few weeks I will be two years post BD (just threw some confetti onto myself). Picture me spitting it out of my mouth and that about sums it up. LOL!
Thank you SO much to everyone here. Special thanks to Job, who has earned her front row seat in heaven by helping me!!!
Me 41, H 47, M 15 yrs, S11, S13 BD 1: 11/4/14 we work on it; really I pretzel myself BD 2: 3/31/15 H goes down to "dorm room" 8/15: H back to MBR 10/15: H back in dorm room 1/18: H files, now divorced