That's why we say believe nothing they say and only 50% of what they do. If you continue to drink his Kool-Aid, you will definitely think you are crazy.
You are still very new to this stuff. It takes a long time to get thru it. It took me about 12-18 months before I began to realize he was just out there. I also knew what we had pre-crisis and I certainly didn't buy into any of his sob stories about being unhappy a month, two months or years ago. I just let he talk and others who knew him and us also knew what we had. Your perception of things is yours to own and his perception is through very dark glasses and will be that way for some time. That's why I keep saying "keep the focus on you". There's nothing you can do to fix him. He has to do this on his on. The only control you have is over you and how you react to his statements and behavior.
God will watch over him...just leave him be.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
