Cherry. He's gone, but the drama has not

[Cherry]

He doesn't seem on any drugs at all. No smell of alcohol of drugs. He just seems mentally as though something snapped. After he told us he could easily get the police off his back, I called for an update and that is what he has done. I said but this is exactly what he said he would do. We have had 2 years of this with him. But he hasn't ever thrown out a plan of suicide. I told them of the recordings of him clearly sounding erratic, angry and him outlining his plans. But they take his word. My next step is to contact the mental health team in our area and seek advise. I know I can't save him, and I know he needs to seek help himself. But I know that he seems even darker than he ever has and I am worried for his wellbeing, and for my piece of mind, I need to try all I can in my power to help him. Or god forbid, if he does something stupid, I would never forgive myself.

Don't worry, aside from being concerned for him, I've looked after me and kept S happy.