Taking the first step...

[Coly23]

Thanks Sotto. I'm glad I did wish him but I didn't think it would make me feel so emotional. My heart just aches so much.

I know I will feel better in a couple of days time and I just have to accept that I may have to wait another five weeks of longer before our next interaction. It's just sometimes I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. Am I standing for a lost hope because even on a day like today he is not really bothered about me. How can someone you have been with all these years have absolutely no interest in you at all. I just can't get me head around it.....

Sotto, how often does your H contact you?