Hey Altair, I sent him the text first thing this morning as we were visiting with friends. I just did what Job suggest and texted 'Happy birthday H! I hope you have a lovely day!!' and three hours later he texted back 'Thanks Coly. Hope your weekend is going well'. At that point I wasn't sure if I should respond or not so in the end I just said 'Yes thanks, just got home'. Now I'm crying because I miss him so much and this exchange seemed so polite and sterile. I just want to see him and have a hug.....

I guess now I go back to being dark?

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')