Sounds like you are starting to level off and really stabailise. FWIW my relationship with my W only started improving say 2 months after she left. When I have kids more and she has less financial support I believe there will be more loss for her and more respect. In the meantime I am giving less of a sh!t. Happy to talk but also happy about a life where I rarely see her and just have fun with the kids.
Keep that chin up and keep up with the gym!
Surfer.
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