Pinn, Esame, Ciluzen and Sotto,
Thanks for your comments and feedback. I appreciate each and every one of you!

Is it bad that I secretly hope he may be hitting rock bottom? I don't want him to suffer, I just want him to wake up! I don't see how he can face his issues when people are coming to his rescue and coddling him and pointing their fingers at me, too. Sometimes I feel like this is the twilight zone.

I'm going to keep living life and having fun. Ciluzen, I LOLd with the image of him flinging poo with his monkey friends. I know i can't care what he or they think.... But like Cil mentioned, yes, i am making lemonade out the lemons he rolled my way.

Tomorrow, I'm running my marathon! Should be fun and you can betcha I'll be posting that on social media smile


Me- 30's H- 40's
T-10 M-5
I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15
D filed by H: September 16