So he moved out yesterday, he has essentially got exactly what he wanted. After he moved out (and said nothing). He came back to my house for a few hours in the night. Just to sit in my living room. This morning he came round, asked how I was (I'm five months pregnant in case anyone didn't know, and I started to bleed last night). Started arguing with mil accusing her of doing something (it makes no sense, no one knows what she is supposed to have done). He came and told me he was not going to live anymore he has had enough, and make sure I look after the kids. I followed him and asked him what he was meaning. He said he was going to kill himself, and that I would receive a letter explaining why he did this. He then left the house, left his car. I went to the hospital, got back his car was there. Contacted the police saying what he told me. At some point he collected his car, officer called him- he said he was fine. He said he would come to the station and have a wellness check. He hasn't been. They visited me and took details, filed a missing persons. And said they would contact me. I have a feeling he will deny it.
I don't know if this is a cry for help. But I had to take it seriously. I sent him messages, anti db, but the basic jist was that he was loved, come home, and just think of the kids- no one else. He may never forgive me for doing this, but I stand by my decision. If I hadn't done this and he did something stupid I'd never forgive myself.
What a long day! I can't help but think, he has gotten exactly what he wanted- so why has he gone worse?!
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
