I don't have the time to go to the kid's school and meet any moms. My nanny drops them off and picks them up from their preschool/kindergarten. My co-workers have teenagers or children too old to relate to my little ones.
My hope is when WH gets here on Wednesday it will leave me with the ability to do my own thing once a week. For now I am staying in survival mode and reminding myself there may be a light at the end of the tunnel.
Don't get me wrong, I love my children and don't regret having them. But I've been non-stop single parenting for 2 years now and I am exhausted. I brought up my struggles to point out why it's been so difficult GAL. I had moved back to my home town with the hopes of more help from my family but that didn't work out like I thought it would. So for now I am like a soldier in the foxhole and just holding my ground.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3