Yes I have read the homework .. but time to read it again. So much has happened and I feel brain dead.
I know this is stupid of me -- and I have read it here, on HS, and on HB -- there is no short cut. My H has to go through this and me being a stubborn fixer is not going to help, maybe make it worse.
I need to rely on the vets advice, but why can't I be the exception. I guess because there are no exceptions. I also keep thinking that maybe this is not MLC -- he told me before I found this forum that this is the man he wants to be. He is not playing a character -- he was pretending when he was with me.
I see the faults in our marriage, the mistakes I made, and even though it was not all that great I would take it back to have him. Isn't that sad of me to say? I just want the hurt to go away.
I know I need to fix me, face my fears, and come through my transition -- but I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of fighting by myself, worrying about our daughter, and I just need help.
Me: 42 Him: 45 Daughter: 13 ____________________________________ Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years BD: 8/15/16 Moved out: 8/26/16
