London based also. Controlling and not listening also (partly true, but history re-writing using a grain of truth to exaggerate). Also suspect partly post natal depression induced. W left also. Your feelings will improve. Do not chase her. Be less available and more distant. Detach as much as you can. It's the most important thing to do right now. Get fit, get out, laugh.
Hang in there I will try and catch up more with your sitch.
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