well, I guess I can't trust my feelings. my wife came home early, and I talked to her for a minute, and out of the blue my feelings come roaring back. yes, I want my W back.

I had went to the basement for a bit, and she was texting me stuff, being given nice and playful. well, I asked her if she wanted to have sex. she said no, but that's a 180 for me no doubt. but I would've sprinted upstairs if she'd said yes, and I hadn't felt that way in a while.

anyway, point is, I guess emotions will be all over the place, and not to do anything rash.

M 40 W 40
S 2.5
Together 13 years
Married 11 years
BD: 09/23/16
PA, then long Distance EA confirmed 9/30/16
Exposed A to OM's W 10/7/16
A ended 10/10/16