Pls dont go through this alone. Take up whatever offer of help you are given. Is your bff free to go for a checkup with you?
Just to reassure you, a little spotting is not unusual. I spotted till beyond 3 months I think. But good to go for a checkup for that extra reassurance.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.