Well what was feeling like a pretty good night just got depressing. I was reading DB while my daughter was watching TV. Started dozing off so I put the book down and rested my head. I fell asleep on the couch. Woke up a couple hours later a little disoriented. Came to bed looking for W then realized she wasn't there and may never be again. I miss her so bad. Even after everything that's happened I still love her with all of my heart. I said a prayer once again putting it in Gods hands. I know there's nothing I can do to fix the situation. I have to keep trying to detach and GAL. I'm trying but it all still hurts so bad. Does it ever get better?
