Cherry. Filed, moving, spinning..

[Cherry]

Thanks coly. No it wasn't easy, but I'm quite surprised with myself that I didn't go to absolute pieces. I hope some kind of delayed reaction doesn't hit me sometime! Yeah the just sitting there was ever so strange, he then left without saying a word. Again that didn't bother me like I would have thought. Today felt like a d when I let myself go from him, as though I am beginning to cut the cords.

Sara, thank you. A lot of people who know us both personally and know wh keep telling me he will realise what he is doing and be back. I'm not sure wether he will, I guess I am thinking he won't, that way I have no expectations and can't get hurt. But yeah I guess that now he will have to deal with things by himself so he cannot blame me anymore