One more question. How much "Reinventing myself" can I really do with 4 young kids at home? I have less than 1 hour of free time to myself everyday. I do go for a run, but that isn't really anything different. The only thing different I do is not talk to him and go to my room and lurk on this blog which basically makes me look like sad sack i think. What can i do in my home while he is sitting on the couch miserable, drinking and I look happy?
