Seeing you type that it doesn't really matter about her, this is about my journey now, and IF she is there at the end, then that will be a bonus...
Was what I was hoping for....
From a few posts above the one you replied on...
Originally Posted By: CT1118
Where I know there is more than one future, in anyone of them I will be OK. I feel really good about that.
Perhaps not exactly the same as the 'hope', but a close as I have right now. Does not seem too far away.
Originally Posted By: Mach1
What ? you were expecting something different ?
Ya gotta watch those expectations....
Mach - you delivered my expectations entire, Eric always does too...honest observation. Criticism and compliments welcomed alike, learning how to receive this and excited about it. From you - i heard the control loud and clear...working hard. From Wonka (via 5LL), I realized I am the affirmation. From Eric, I realized I am an addict for praise and reward based behavior. Signaled - time to get to work.
Of course others have assisted and other lessons learned - in this particular response though... well, much appreciated.
Back to day wages now...
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
