So one think jumped out at me (and it's 5am here so forgive me if it was in your next post) ... a friend of mine wrote a book about her experiences in Peru with shamans. One line especially came to mind:"The shaman knows that if he is not living his dream then he is living someone else's."
So, my feeling is to live your dream. you know what i mean? when i first read that i realized that this mlc is my husband's dream - the false notion that he will go out and grab the gusto of life that he was missing by being married. it's his dream, freedom, no responsibility except to have our s every other week. no home to be responsible for. just him, his $ and his motorcycle. living his dream is actually a nightmare to me.
my dream is different. my dream is to spend my life with a true partner, one who loves me as much as i love him. one who wants to share his life with me. someone with a grateful heart who knows that love is a gift and tries hard not to take it for granted.
so i'm now trying to live my dream by being that person to myself.
i don't know if this makes any sense to anyone else or helps you in any way, but i hope it does. i guess what i'm trying to say dear Pink is what is YOUR dream? make sure you are living your dream xoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
