Pink I'm nowhere near as far as you in my journey, but I understand how you feel. I know in my heart that the relationship I had my my H is over. Well and truly over. I would not want to go back to it. But I cannot stop grieving the future I had dreamt for the two of us for our family. And I don't want to "move on", even if there is no future, getting married was for life for me, so I have loads of issues to deal with before contemplating moving on.
Take care sweetie xxx
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”
