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[ATPeace]

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Emotions in check planning for the weekend meeting up with a good friend for a night out will Hit the casino and off for a meal or may eat there I believe there is a poker tournament running ...I a not very good at poker but it takes my mind off things and is a bit of fun I know my limits

So slimming club that I want to join is slimming world still have not found one local that has male members if I cannot find one then I will go to an all female group.

Time to re read the rules I am still having way too many conversations with W and it is not helping I have made so many mistakes and have to go back to basics

Detaching while I am living with my W is proving to be almost impossible I plan to go to Devon next week for a few days get away from here

W tells me that she sometimes feels suicidal and I know I have been there myself but I know exactly what is causing me to feel this way a lot of the marriage knowing I'll be in separate houses see my children less .....where as she does not know what is causing her to feel this way. She tells me that she would still want to be in separate houses on that there is no way she will be changing her mind she tells me that she would still want to be in separate houses on that there is no way she will be changing her mind I know say nothing what she says but I do know my wife and she really if ever changes her mind and she tells me her mind is made up So with this in mind I should find things easier to detach and start planning for my future

So little progress I know I cannot be the one to jest all initiate selling the house but she tells me this is what she wants

Still no progress but I am feeling calmer

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