I know exactly what you mean when you say you feel nothing. I'm glad I feel that way because I really THOUGHT XH loved me, but I don't know anymore and I feel nothing.
So glad to hear your pa is well and is happy "being". That is so wonderful. Enjoy your time with him and focus on you.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids