@LiM: I didn't see it as a feel good moment, I was just journaling.
@Sandi: I am not posting as if she is reading it, I really believe she wants nothing to do with it now. As for the stuff that I came back and added: Yes those are things she pointed out to me, of course I expounded upon them some but they were definitely her points and I did not come to those realizations without her help. So you are correct, she pointed out these things and I relayed them to you guys so that you have more of the full picture.
She discovered it because I accidentally left it up on my laptop at some point...not even sure when. As for how things were left: She moved out and we haven't really communicated about any of it since then.