Cherry. Filed, moving, spinning..

[Cherry]

V, very wise words. Me just spewing it out would make me look crazy, and that's me harbouring negative energy.

I like the straight to the point kinda thing. And you think I should name her? I think a good lot of people know things, I caught wind that someone had called her a "homwrecker" and she apparently furiously denied it. This was just one of those "oh okay, I don't really know what's going on". And I left it at that. I was busy, I've said before I don't have time for the gossip. The fact is that NONE of this has come from me. And if those two are being talked about, not my problem. I hold my head up, I smile, I enjoy a laugh with people.

I haven't seen him in a few days so this has allowed me to regain my calm. I have been reading and rereading and rereading again on the LRT. Made goals for myself, I've sharpened them up. Bd I'm really getting into my mind that I need to do more things for me, fill my calendar, keep busy. Anything it takes to snap me out of the thinking about him, her, his actions.

I'm very much aware that I need need NEED to get it together and quick. I feel I'm getting somewhere, I've even kept a social life in work and took people up on the offer to go catch a coffee break, and go out for my lunch hour with friends and have a laugh, rather than lock myself away in my office or work through my lunch break.