New LBH with WAW/possibly WW, need help.

[nutts]

Possible backslide, but hopefully it's not too big.

Today, at lunch, I picked up S and we went to the local park, played, and ate lunch. On the way back, W calls and asks me to pick up her prescription, which is on the way back, I agree.

The prescription is for Birth Control. My 1st thought is, WTH, why is she having me pick up Birth Control? She isn't having sex with me right now, and she hasn't been on it in a while.

I got home, asked her why is she going back on it now, she says, because my periods are so heavy. I say, Haven't they been heavy for the last many months? Why wait until you announce you want to be separated to get back on the pill? It feels like a slap in the face.

She give me a big sigh says, you're reading too much into this. I didn't do it before because we were still talking about having another child, but that possibility is gone, so I'm getting back on the pill.

Then she tells me I need to stop trying to look into thing so deep, and for me to deal with my issues, and she'll deal with hers, and she included a few cuss words.

Thinking about it, it does make sense she'd get back on the pill if she doesn't believe she'll have any more kids, and we had been talking about it up to a month or so ago. And, I'm not sure she'd have me pick it up if she was trying to hide something.

I feel I may have made a mistake, but I couldn't help but say something. Might this be a backslide, or just a minor blip? Honestly, I'm not sure anything will really help me right now, but I want the best possible shot. I'm actually wondering if I should apologize for making a big deal out of this.

Thanks.