In a bid to calm my nerves I have been listing the signs I see of my W mlc - currently at near on 3 pages of A4. Not quite sure why I'm doing this other than to ease my feelings of guilt that there was something I could do about this.
Over the next day I'm going to list my good/bad points and start to set myself some targets and goals so I can retake some control over my life for me. I now know I've been dragged back in to this and it is not healthy if W is not willing to work on M. Hopefully this will keep me busy and might even uncover a few gems.
As always I'm grateful for those that read about my sitch, please do drop by and if nothing else say hi as it all helps
M 10, T 18 M: 36, W: 35, D: 8, S: 6 EA: Oct 12 ILYBINILWY: Jan 15 BD: Aug 15 Separated: Sep 15 Miss you: Jun 16 Aug 16: Dating (!) Oct 16: Selfishness returns... currently: disgusted
