Hi Sad_Dad, These truly are hard times. Take solace in your children. One day (probably not too far away) they will realize the type of women their Mother is.....
They'll also see how lucky they are to have such a great Father.
Stay strong and get positive re-enforcement where ever you can. I'm not a religious man myself, but you're lucky that you have your faith - hold on to that.
Everyone keeps telling me to take one day at a time and whilst it feels as though I'm dragging myself through each day, its the only thing that we can do.
Keep on keeping on.
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016