Ciluzen I think you are doing amazingly well! It would be unrealistic to expect anything different in relation to how you are feeling. I'm finding myself in a ongoing roller coaster of emotions, from anger to heartbreak to calmness, day in day out. I'm trying to acknowledge the feelings but move on, not always with success I'm afraid. I still cry a lot some days, but struggle to shed a single tear on others. It's crazy. As Bee said earlier though, we are better for this, and we have grown. I have every faith in you, you can do it sweetie xxx
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”