Vey detached, no longer anxious, in limbo

[Phoebe]

V, I am so glad to hear from you. I feel like a complete fool for so many things I didn't do to protect myself. I didn't file first, so now I have a harder struggle ahead legally. I didn't move funds because I didn't want to start down this ugly path, so STBXH did it instead and now it's not only ugly, but I have almost no resources at my disposal now with which to pay bills or my lawyers for very long.

It's all so very disgusting. I've been in contact with my Ls, and a polite-nasty letter is pretty much as far as things have gotten. No response yet. If we don't hear anything, then I think it's off to court for higher-level interventions. Good grief. What a freaking mess.

Today was mostly OK. I didn't do much of anything at all, didn't see any family or friends, though I did talk to a few on the phone.

Mostly, I'm feeling kind of flat today.