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So saw the W earlier during an impromptu childcare handover, she was so cold with me; it absolutely rips me in two and the confusion how we've gone from then to now just baffles me...

I appreciate that she's left me so she's never going to be over the moon to see me but ouch!

She did however buy me a poppy badge as she knows that I like them (for Remembrance Sunday), so I guess I must have been a slight thought in her mind today.

What an absolute mess!!!!

I did get a couple of extra hours with my boy which was nice and made another trip to the gym tonight.

Let's hope for a better day tomorrow, because today has been the toughest in weeks!