Not a great weekend.....

Sadly my grandmother passed away late Sunday night and it has really hit me like a train. When the news broke and I was at my lowest point the only thing I wanted was a cuddle from my W and for her to tell me everything will be okay.

So along side the grief of losing such an important women in my life, my nan, I feel like I've really taken a massive step back in terms of my W.

Starting to think 2016 isn't my year.