Cherry. Filed, moving, spinning..

[Cherry]

Haha ladies, there's plenty of me to go around.

Sara you put that in a very logical way, and you are right! It's time to start to love myself and appreciate myself!

I shall start with that today, and any compliments, I shall graciously accept.

I was doing some reading and revisiting dr last night. I thought it's time to start with a beginners mind again, set new goals that I can monitor and see if I witness any changes. But the main thing is that I am concentrating on myself.

Yesterday rather than hiding away at my dinner hour, I took a friend up on an offer to go out for lunch, and it did change my day in a more positive way. I went out, and had some genuine laughs and I came back with a far more upbeat peace of mind. I'm going to take advantage of people's offers and support. I'm also wondering whether to tell the people I work closest to about the situation. So far it's kept pretty hush, wh hasn't told anyone he is leaving and going for a d. Which leads to me having awkward conversations, such as when people say about wh being excited about the baby, and is he hoping for a boy or girl. Little things like this just seem to bring a painful reminder to my day, and make me feel like I am living a lie.