New LBH with WAW/possibly WW, need help.

[nutts]

I talked to my W tonight for a while on the phone, a little bit about how she felt because she was getting good attacked, not only from OMs W and her friends d, but OM was now also attacking her, calling her bad names and stuff.

it's obvious OM doesn't want to lose his marriage, so he's doing exactly what his W wants hi to.

it was hard for me to not console her, and I did some,telling get her those words are only used to hurt, nothing going more.

I did tell her, while I'm not thrilled with how the A ended, I am glad it's over between u2.

We then talked about moving the separation forward, and how she made photocopies only because her parents said she should. she also opened up about downsizing her car to something more affordable.

see, my wife cant sit around doing nothing if she thinks there something to be done, and what needs to be done now is moving this R towards D I her mind.

we talked about where she wants to live, which part of town, and that we'd never keep our son away from the other. I do believe her in that.

while it was nice to talk, it was also tough talking about this possible reality.

She did tell me she was going to pack up a bunch of stuff, put it in a u haul this Saturday while i am gone and put it in storage, but she decided she couldn't do that to me.

I was glad she told me that, and I hope it means more honesty going forward. we did agree on being open, but I realize I need to take that with a grain of salt.

she kind of upset that I told a friend about her A but I didn't tell them about my porn problem, since she justifies her A since we didn't have sex hardly at all.

Anyway, I just needed to journal a bit. if u stock around this long, I have a joke. a mushroom walks into a bar, the bartender says, "we don't serve ur kind" the mushroom says, "aw, come on, I'm a fungi"

good night.