eric - yes, I am ok, and in more ways than one. The hurricane did hit - record flood levels. I am fortunately awesome enough to drive a Jeep Wrangler so the up to 4ft, got that. Judging by a vry unscientific survey, Honda Accord and Chevy Volt drivers - not so awesome.
Do I think I am ready? No...its been a few days. I have gone on a few dates during this journey, mostly from bad advice before I got here. I went on one since I got here and it went fine, great actually, but I am not available. I am not available.
The variable, my M. I still want my M. I believe in M. I have changed so greatly and know that I hold M in my hands. I know that I am strong enough to let it go or to keep it. I am in a new leg of my journey - guessing you are familiar with it? Where I know there is more than one future, in anyone of them I will be OK. I feel really good about that. It has not even been a year - not year. The limbo abides; my self knows more, I can be free to make my own choices. Right now, I still need and want to choose just me.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
