Thanks ginger.. some days are better then others certainly. Sometimes its hard to accept that there is no reward/punishment system in life. And in the scheme of things what I'm going through is no where near the worst things that can happen in life. I have to be in a decent mind set though.

Thanks Painter. we were never raised with any type of spiritual faith so I don't really have that to rely on. I think it would be nice though..to feel light spititually. Occasionally I can think like that, but it's pretty rare.


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer