Ya, it seems like a long time and I thought mine would pull her head out by now...its a marathon but it sounds like you are more stressed around her and you seem ok if you let her go. I am so glad you know that you are smart, young, have a great job and you do have a lot to look forward to...you are right, it is no way to live stressing out so much just to interact with her. Just take it slow, don't file until you are 100% sure but keep yourself protected financially!! Glad you got to watch some cable!! HAHA
W:42 M:48 T:9 yrs M:1yr BD: Feb 2016 EA Confirmed: Feb 2016/PA July 2016 D: Feb 2017