Cherry. Filed, moving, spinning..

[Cherry]

This is the thing I have always had problems with, I cannot accept compliments. All my life, like at school, I had lots of friends, people have always liked me because I'm loyal, I don't get involved in gossip, I speak my mind, they find me funny. This is still the case now. I've always been given compliments on the way I look, but I've never been able to see it myself. I always had a lot of attention from men (this has slightly dwindled now I'm very much visibly pregnant!), but again, I haven't ever been able to see why.

I just seem to view me as me. I have always been more focussed on others and helping them to accept my own personal qualities.

I'm seeing more that people genuinely do like and care for me, and I've had a lot of support from people I didn't think I'd get support from. Some guys are ex friends of wh. They have drifted from him as appears when he became wayward and changed towards me, he became wayward to them too. They have heard things about him, and our m and just want to offer support to me.

I do need to begin to love myself and see my good qualities. And I think once I get there, I will be in a bit stronger and confident.

I'm also back trying to read through DR when I get a bit of quiet time to myself.