Thanks Job, I'm digging in deep especially today and this is testing me to the limits! I am also sporting the latest designer elastic band around my wrist which I have snapped several times today already!!
It really is bitter sweet knowing that H could be feeling pain and guilt for leaving. I want him to come back but not because he feels guilty. I want him to come home because he realises he does love me but the longer he doesn't contact me the less hope I have for that.
Today I've come on here to read my thread a few times to give me some encouragement to stay positive. I guess the the only other thing I have to be prepared for is if and when he does contact me is that it could be to give me more bad news... :0(
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
