But I do understand very well your frustration over the poor connection and sometimes tension between W and you. Been there, done that! And at two years, you're at about the worst time, when lots of folks grow tired and give up.
I believe you can save and remake your M if you choose to.
Well then I choose to........
R 25 years M 14 years S11 & S13 Working on it alone since Oct 2014 M in trouble a lot earlier (~2 years) Feb 2016. 1st R chat in a yr. Next R chat Aug'17 Still together