Yep, feel the same. It doesn't matter how much support I get or how much support I offer others in the hope that I will convince myself everything will be ok, I still have this incredible pain in my heart and I miss my H so much.

It's been just five months since he moved out and I still cry everyday. Right now I would do anything to call him and sob down the phone about how much I miss him but I know it wont change anything. This really suc£s!


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')