Thank you for stopping by my thread. Your situation is pretty unique by our norms, but I'm sure you will get loads of support and advice here. I'm a very closed person in real life, but I find posting here helps. I'm still not sharing anything that I'm not comfortable with others knowing, but sometimes you need a support network of strangers like the one this forum offers. To be honest sometimes even the journaling helps, it clarifies things. Best of luck
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“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”