He is also a very confused individual regarding his own feelings. I've had plenty of I love you, then ilybinilwy, then I love you, and back to ilybinilwy. And he still is yet to tell me anything about me he's not happy about. Even when spewing he tells me how I'm a good wife, good mother, he's physically attracted to me, yada yada. And the boundaries I laid to him have been ones to protect me during his conflicted time. I don't think we can put it down to he knows exactly what he is doing, because without making excuses for him- I really don't think he knows.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16