Thank you HaWho .. For our anniversary (which is in 2 weeks) 3 years ago, my H even posted a picture of me stating he had married his best friend on FB. This was precancer for me and before his parents died.
I am trying to remember that at one time he did love me. And I am hoping he will one day return to me. It is hard to be on this forum and read all the stories where the spouses stay gone. Their marriages end and the MLC spouse is lost.
I went to a new church today and the sermon really touched me and then seeing all the couples really affected me. I miss his companionship and his love.
I guess I am just having another of the horrible days s cycle of healing.
Me: 42 Him: 45 Daughter: 13 ____________________________________ Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years BD: 8/15/16 Moved out: 8/26/16
