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[Coly23]

Hey Amy, so pleased about your results at least that is one less thing to worry about.

As you know I am nearly five months post separation and I'm still trying to wrap my head around it all! I've had had a tough few days just when I though I had a bit of control over my emotions I start cycling again! I think it's because I've got the 'going dark jitters' as have been NC for nearly 4 weeks.

It is hard to think they seem happy to leave everything behind. I sometimes doubt that H is in MLC but when I think about the promises he made to my D, his SD, on our wedding day, that he would be the Dad to her that she deserved, I think there must be something seriously wrong with him. He kept telling her at the beginning when we separated that she will 'get used to it'! It was just so cold it just didn't sound like something he would say at all!

At the beginning he was seeing D once a week and he used to call her once a week, but she has decided to go dark as well because she is just feels so let down by him. She will be 16 soon so I have left it up to her.

I think your doing great considering. We've just got to take one day at a time and lean on friends and family and the lovely folk on here when we need to.