lt0402, I appreciate the advice and kind words. my emotions settled down after a bit. the wife came home, and wanted me to leave, go to my parents. I started to do it, but decided I didn't want to leave my house. she has a friend over now while I'm watching football in MBR.
Tomorrow, yes, I have to get on the roof and clear a clog in a downspout, afterwards, getting out sounds good, a jog or walk around the park sounds nice.
I understand this will be a long ride, I'm not looking forward to it, but I've got to GAL and work on myself.
it means a lot you guys take time out to help out, that KS again.
M 40 W 40 S 2.5 Together 13 years Married 11 years BD: 09/23/16 PA, then long Distance EA confirmed 9/30/16 Exposed A to OM's W 10/7/16 A ended 10/10/16