Coly, you're right. Not much is going to be different in that sense. I have single parented for the last few months, he has spent zero time with S. He hasn't contributed financially in the household in the last couple months, nor does he ever cook/wash dishes/do any housework. So perhaps in a way, I will feel sad that my m is officially over. But then in another sense, he will no longer be there to spark any anger or disappointment. He also won't be just coming and going so I won't have that thought.
I am possibly getting a bit obsessive, but I'm thinking of some renovations/redecorations to the house. If I am to stay here, I do not want to have memories all over the place. There's a few pictures, mainly wedding around the home, I'm thinking it's time to take those down.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
means a lot 
