Had a good day at work and a good night at school last night (ONE more class + 1 exam!)...picked h up at the train...he said he was happy to see me (+). We got home and he said "I'm sorry I'm so low energy right now" (he's not feeling well)....I gave him a gentle squeeze and told him however he is is fine with me...gosh...I want so my for my h to know how much I love him just HIM.
We watched a bit of TV but I was tired so I went to bed before him. Before I did we had a LONG conversation about something that had happened at work...he asked about it, showed a REAL interest. I guess my worries about boring him or stressing him out are for naught. It REALLY made me feel good to have him listen.
When I was on my way to bed he gave me a wonderfully passionate kiss.
Already rolling in positives this AM...h called with plans for us to go away on Labor day weekend. the plans were directly related to something I had mentioned (wanting to go see another ballpark this summer!) and it's centered around baseball -- something we BOTH enjoy. My wonderful h had the plans already in mind!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.