I'm so sorry to read the latest developments. Your wh sounds like one of the most wayward on here, I can't imagine you ever being married to someone like this (I know you weren't, not like this anyhow. Still you're doing great and picked yourself back up again.
Keep strong and working on you lovely lady
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16